appreciate peoples around us

yah..
i know..
sometimes it's too difficults to appreciate another people around us..
maybe that people's become enemy to us..
but we must appreciate that's people..

today,
i was rewind my brain what happened to me last friday..
huhuhu..
too shy..
and i hope whatever happened i can appreciate you and..
i hope you can appreciate me k..

now i'm become matured one..
i hope you respects my decision..
i don't want you in my life..
i'm so sorry...
i want to study hard to get a better life..
to make my parents proud and happy to me..
i hope you understands.,.
i not love but i love my future life..

right now i just..
love my family..
my friends..
cousin..
and who closed with me..

if i say like this i hope you understands..
i didn't said that i'm not appreciate you..
i appreciate you and i don't want more..
i want be your friends only..
i'm so sorry..
i'm not the good one..

maybe one day..
i will meet my secret admire..
just pray a good for me..
tq..

my mother in jb..

did you know..
i missed my mother too much..
i don't want lost her in my life..
i love her..

she is a nice and responsible mom..
only she in my heart..
tq mom because always besides me..
i love you more..

hmmmmmm........
after SPM,
i will continue my study..
and i hope i will get matriculation or asasi..
amin..
i will feel sad because must left my family..
my dad..
my mom..
my younger sister..
i love you all..
i promise i will study hard..
and will return a good results for myself..

my mother who wear red kebaya..
beautiful mom..
ilysm..