give me the strong

i don't know how to said..
i can't say anything..
but i don't want like to be the stupid person..
but sometimes i can't accept it..
but sometimes can..
ya ALLAH give me the strong to settle it..
i'm very sad see this..
all people always see i'm smile but i'm suffer..
i don't want to tell my bff..
i know adila's has their own problems also kartika..
syahirah thank you because always give me spirit..
and always with me..
i'm so happy..
i love u all so much.,.
promise i didn't forget you all in my life,,